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In this world, there are four types of people.

The first type are the many that are cool.  The people you don't exactly talk to daily or hang out with regulary, but who make life + all the fun moments very memorable and awesome in many different ways.  They add their flare to life and whatnot and they are great in their own ways.  Good friends... good friends indeed.

The second type are the some that are awesome.  They do everything that cool people do, but just seem to do it a bit better.  Pllus, you spend a bit more time with them.  You can talk about a lot of stuff with them and they make life really awesome.  Great friends... great friends indeed.

The third type are the few who just kick ass all the time.  These are the BFFLZ and the loves our lives, the buddies and the small groups that we have in our lives.  These guys make each living moment awesome, regardless of what you're doing.  They are our soulmates, our advisers, our friends we do the smartest and the wildest things with, the people we wake up to meeting and messing with... the ones who make life the most memorable and awesome.

Of course, there are also those who are none of the above. 

Thankfully, I have had the pleasure and awesome experience of knowing people in the first three categories, especially for making my life one hell of a great adventure.  Thankfully for me, there haven't been that many people in the last category.

So thanks for everything, and the memories... y'all know who u are :)

back to quiz reading i guess... we'll see how tomorrow goes then.

Déjà Vu... ITS HAPPENING AGAIN D:

Déjà Vu... Déjà Vu... Déjà Vu...

sure, its just an ordinary expression which i've heard and seen billions of times.  but for realz... its happened again.  i'm seeing those 6 letters, 3 accents, 2 words, 1 common expression, all over again and again and again and again and again in my life, esp with relationship matters

am i always biting the dust?  am i always running at the end?  am i always those 2 seconds behind a first place victory?

apparently so. 

it's happened yet again... the person who i like (surprise surprise!) intently likes someone who she isn't officially going out with, but is (as she says) close with the so-said alpha male.  that's totally friggin' awesome, but yeah... remind me again why i don't have my happy face on.  it seems as if i'm hitting up a common trend with the people i like: i like her, she likes someone else or is w/someone else, all fails.  i only stick around as a friend and nothing more. but what's the point of it anyways? its like the story about the 7 jars of gold: 6 jars are completely filled, but the 7th is only half-filled.  no matter how much you throw in, it continues to stay half-full.  

heart wrenching, ain't it? most def.

but i want to break free of the undying repetition.  throw me a grilled cheese instead of a PB+J... i want some VARIETY with what's going on... ofc, with some form of success.

i guess i was right about it: love's like a drug.  no matter how much you steer away from it, u can't live without it.  and when u do finally get back, oh boy... it kills, but u still prolong it until the end.

damn... it does blow hard.