Sentimental Education

i can't believe i pulled off early apps on time.  being a procrastinor, i was ecstatic i finished apps on time.

i finished all but one of my essays.  so i got home at 3ish and fervently worked till 7, under the impression that apps were due Oct 31, 11:59:59 pm.  got it all edited, proofread by multiple ppl, went on the website, uploaded, and hit "Submit."  i was done... i was ecstatic.  later that night, i figured out they were due Nov 1, 9 pm.  i was kinda like "ehuhwhat?" when i heard it.  but it didn't matter.  i finished my apps on time and i could chill out for the rest of the weekend.

then, i went to alex's halloween party where we played GH and Brawl... the best way to cool down after high stress.  plus, got to talk to some other ppl so i got to chill and stuff.  hands down, a good time.  

walked back home with H, which was pretty fun + interesting.  we talked about random stuff, especially ppl in general.  no... not smack talking about specific ppl, but more like ppl as a whole in general.  and mainly, focused on relationship stuff and the female mind and hella psych stuff.   we talked about our experiences with girls and stuff, the peaks and pitfalls, etc...  how we liked certain girls who seemed good, and yet were the most superficial ppl in the whole world... the trail they led us on for us to lose their respect.  

then we talked about how it was actually a good experience helping ppl with their stuff, esp the venting part and how we had our own success stories with ppl who we helped.  i think we both agreed to continue this, even at college and shit.  like go, do our own thang + psych as part of major, then graduate and start something on the side.  cuz advising + counseling + psych can actually be really fun, as odd as it may sound.  the feeling of sitting with somebody... listening to them... feeling for them... helping them... its just an overall self-satisfying experience that u could do something for ppl.

i couldn't do challenge day this time cuz of other things i had.  but from what i've heard from ppl who went and did it this time, i'm glad that i've signed up for the one in March.  i think it'll be something i really will enjoy.

can't think of much to say rite now... only 8 hours and 45 minutes till i'm 17.

peace and love,

kunal