sure, its just an ordinary expression which i've heard and seen billions of times. but for realz... its happened again. i'm seeing those 6 letters, 3 accents, 2 words, 1 common expression, all over again and again and again and again and again in my life, esp with relationship matters
am i always biting the dust? am i always running at the end? am i always those 2 seconds behind a first place victory?
apparently so.
it's happened yet again... the person who i like (surprise surprise!) intently likes someone who she isn't officially going out with, but is (as she says) close with the so-said alpha male. that's totally friggin' awesome, but yeah... remind me again why i don't have my happy face on. it seems as if i'm hitting up a common trend with the people i like: i like her, she likes someone else or is w/someone else, all fails. i only stick around as a friend and nothing more. but what's the point of it anyways? its like the story about the 7 jars of gold: 6 jars are completely filled, but the 7th is only half-filled. no matter how much you throw in, it continues to stay half-full.
heart wrenching, ain't it? most def.
but i want to break free of the undying repetition. throw me a grilled cheese instead of a PB+J... i want some VARIETY with what's going on... ofc, with some form of success.
i guess i was right about it: love's like a drug. no matter how much you steer away from it, u can't live without it. and when u do finally get back, oh boy... it kills, but u still prolong it until the end.
damn... it does blow hard.
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